My Eagerness

 Kabhi kabhi ek jid insaan ki life badal deti hi. Aisa hi kuch mere sath hua. 

Ye ek kalpanik story hai jisme kuch part real bhi hai.. 

Mera naam neeraj hi, mujhe yaad bhi nahi ki kab mere maan mai ladkiyon ke kapde pehne ki ikcha start hui. Jab main 10th main study kar raha tha tabhi se apni aunty ki bra first time pheni. Mere ghar main meri grand mother, ek bua(aunty), ek mera bada bhai or papa the. Mummy ko death ho gayi thi jab main 6 month ka tha. Main 10th ke exam main ek bar fail ho chuka tha kyuki meri math bahut weak thi. Toh papa ne fir se mera form private main bharwa diya jisme mujhr school nahi jana hota tha. Ab ghar main sif main, bada bhai, dadi or aunty rehte the. Papa railway main job karte the or posting alag thi. Ek din maine jab nahane gaya toh aunty ko bra dekhi or usse phone ka maan kiya toh maine badi muskil se pehn liya. 

Kuch dino main aunty ki shadi ho gayi or woh apne ghar chali gayi. Unki shadi ke 2 month baad hi dadi ki bhi death ho gayi. Ab ghar mein sif main, bada bhai or papa the. Papa ne apna transfer bhi hometwon mai karwa liya tha. Uske baad meri crossdress karna band kar diya kyuki mere pass ghar main koi female kapde nahi the ab. Maine pura focus study pe kiya or main pass ho gaya lekin 3rd div se. Uske baad main kabhi fail nahi hua. Jab main graduation kar raha tha tab mere classmate ne bataya ki woh gwalior se CAT ki preparation kar raha. Maine papa ko bataya ki main bhi MBA karna chahta hu. Lekin woh agree nahi huye toh main bhag kar apni aunty ke yaha chala gaya jo gwalior main rehti thi. Finally papa ko agree hona pada. Main CAT ka exam diya or mera admission greater noida ke school mai ho gaya. Waha we mujhe laptop mila free, jisne mere under ke crossdressing ko fir se hawa di. Starting mein, main youTube pe cd video dekta tha. Tabhi mujhe pheli bar storysite.org jo crossdressing story ko website thi woh mili. Main hours take story padta tha or khud ko un character main imagine karta tha. Jaldi hi mba complete ho gaya but economy down hone ki wajah se placement nahi hua. Main job ki search mein  apne ek class group ke sath delhi shift ho gaya. Hum patel nagar main rehte the. Roz-2 interview pr jata tha lekin koi job nahi mil rahi thi. Fir ek din mujhe ek MNC se call aya ki woh hiring kar rahe hi financial accountant ki or unko graduate chahiye. Maine apni MBA degree hide karli or mujhe job mil gayi. Main abhi bhi khali time main Cd stories padta tha. Wahi meri milakar meri wife se huyi. Lekin sab ko pata chal gya tha ki hum dono engage hi toh manager ushe paresan karne laga tha. Maine dosto ke sath milkar ush manager ki pitai ko or job pe wapas nahi gaya. 

Jaldi hi mujhe dusri job mil gayi or main apni gf( would be wife) ke ghar ke pass ek flat main shift ho gaya. Woh pehele hi apni mummy ko hamare bare mein bata chuki thi or mujhe abhi baat karni thi apne papa se. Jaldi mujhe apne papa se shadi ki baat karni padi or unhone mana kar diya or bola ko agar tumne meri pasand se shadi nahi ki toh soch lena ki main mar gaya or tumhe property se bhi nikal doga. Maine ye baar payal( wife name) ke mummy daddy ko bata di or woh bole beta agar tum ready ho toh hum shadi kar dege or humne koi problem nahi. Yaha tak meri crossdressing almost khatam ho gayi thi. Lekin shadi ke ek bar fir se mera maan karne laga ki main payal ki kapde try karo. Lekin ek dar bhi tha agar payal ko pata chal gaya meri crossdressing ke bare mein toh woh kya sochenge. Fir bhi main kabhi kabhi uske salwar kameez pehle leta tha kyuki hamari timing different thi. Payal ki shift 3pm to 12:30am thi or meri morning 8:30 am to 5:30pm. Toh mere pass kafi time hota tha apni wife ke kapde phone ke liye. Lekin ek problem thi ki hum merr in-laws ke pass mein rehte the toh Kabhi mere father in law aa jate the mere milne. Hamari shadi ko 2 yrs ho gaye the but koi kid nahi tha lekin main payal ko hamesha happy rakhta tha. Hum doctors se bhi mile or ek lady doctor se payal ka treatment bhi start ho gaya. Woh bahut achi thi. Meri CD almost end ho chuki thi. Ek din Hum TV pe kaalchakra program dekh rahe the tabhi pandit ji ne bataya ki teej ka fast bahut acha hota h or usko adami or auart dono rakh sakte h. Bas Maine maan bana liya ki main Payal ke liye ye fast rakhoga. Ishi beech mainr job se resign kar diya kyuki mujhe night shift main dal rahe the mera project jane ke baad. Payal akele nahi reh sakti thi so i resigned. 

Maine payal ko bataya ki main bhi teej ka fast rakhna chahta hu tumhare liye toh woh haste huye boli buddhu teej ka fast sirf female rakhti hi. Maine kaha main rakhna chahata hu or uski baat nahi suni. Last mei  payal boli chalo mummy ke yaha chalte hi unse puchege ki tum fast rakh sakte ho ya nahi. 

Waise main bata du payal ke mummy daddy ke sath uske 2 bhabhi ek badi or rk choti or ek chota bhai rehta hi. Bada bhai US mein job karta hai or wahi rehta hai. Dono bhabhi bahut achi h or meri bahut respect karti hi. Hum evening ki tea ke liye waha pahuch gaye. Chai peene ke baat sab drawing room main baithe huye the, tabhi payal boli bhabhi ek help chahiye apse,  ye teej ka fast rakhna chahte hai. Bhabhi boli, jiju woh toh Aur to ka festival hai aap kaise rakhoge. Maine kaha bhabhi kaha aap adami auart ke chakar mein fase ho abhi bhi. Unhone mujhe bahut samjhne ki kosish ki lekin main nahi mana. Last main bhabhi boli, jiju apko fast rakhna h toh rakh sakte ho Lekin uske liye apko hamari tarah ready hona hoga. Maine kaha main samjha nahi toh bhabhi boli apko auart bankar puja karni padegi. Kyuki adami ye puja nahi karte hi. Maine thoda socha or fir bola koi or rasta nahi hai, bhabhi boli nhi. Maine kaha payal kya sochegi, payal boli agar tumhe sach mein puja karna hai toh jaise bhabhi ne bataya waisa karna padega. Maine pucha lekin main karoga kaise mujhe kuch nahi pata, bhabhi boli paresan mat ho jiju hum apki help kar dege. Waise bhi abhi 15 days hi teej puja ke liye. Hamare pass bahut time hai.Waise bhi hum apko saree nahi salwar suit pehnayege kyuki saree sambhalne ke liye bahut experience chahiye. Main maan mai soch raha tha ki meri crossdressing ki wish puri hone wali hai woh bhi meri wife ke samne. Lekin mujhe pata nahi tha ki mere sath kya hone wala hai. Next day bhabhi ne mujhe bulaya or mera measurement liya. Maine pucha ye kyu le rahi ho toh bhabhi boli kuch kaam hi. Teej se 3 din phele payal ne bataya ki uski training h toh ushe greate noida mein hi rehna hoga or woh teej ke din aa jayegi. Bhabhi boli jiju aap akele kaha rahoge, ek kaam karo aap yahi ruk jao warna aapko roz khana khane ke liye aana padega ya fir daddy ji apko khana dene jayege. Maine kaha jab Payal chali jayegi toh main khud aa jaoga wahi rehne.

Jaise hi Payal apni official training pe gayi, mai bhi apne in laws ke yaha rehne chala gaya. bhabhi ne mujhe chai di or pucha toh apko teej ka fast rakhna hi abhi bhi. Maine ha bola. bhabhi boli aap chai peelo fir mere room mein aa jana. Maine jaldi se tea khatam ki or bhabhi ke room main chala gaya. Sorry maine abhi tak apni wife ki bhabhi ki naam nahi bataye, badi wali ka naam Aditi or choti wali ka naam punam hai.

Aditi bhabhi boli, ye lo cream or apni puri body pe isse lagan lena neck ke niche se, thodi der wait karna or fir wash kar dena. Agar samjh mai na aya toh iske wrapper pe instructions likhe hi unhe padh lena. Ab jaldi jao bathroom main, abhi bahut kaam karne ke liye. Main bathroom main gaya or 45 min baad nikala. Ab meri body pe ek bhi hair nahi tha or without hair thoda different lag raha tha. Kyuki bhabhi mere se badi thi toh unke samne towel lapet kar jane main mujhe koi saram nahi thi. bhabhi boli aaj ke liye itna kafi hi, waki kaam kal karege. Tabhi mere mother in law ke bhai ka call aa gaya or bataya ki usko tabiyat thik nahi hi , toh mere mother or father inlaw dono usse milne ke liye punjab chale gaye or bol gaye ki woh sunday tak aa jayege. yahi ki teej ke 1 din baad kyuki teej friday ki thi.

Next day subne sath mein chai pi or chota bhai office chala gaya. ab ghar mein sirf hum teeno bache huye the. Ek-2 karke hum logo ne bhi shower le liya fir sath mein sabne lunch kiya. Uske baad bhabhi boli ab kaam ho gaye thoda. Maine kaha kya karna hai, toh bhabhi ne punam se kaha tum start ho jao. Punam boli jiju sabse phele main apni eyebrow thodi thik kar do. Usne ek threat ke help se meri eyebrow ek dum patli kar di. jab maine mirror mein dekha toh pucha ki ye jaldi thik toh ho jayegi. Aditi bhabhi boli daro mat ye 2 din mai wapas aa jayegi. Uske aditi boli, hum abhi mehndi bhi lagani hai lekin usse phele apke fingers pe artificial nails lagane padege. or dono ne mil kar mere hand pe long nail chipka diye. Main bola bhabhi, itne bade nails ke sath main kaam kaise karoga, toh bhabhi boli ye dekho mere nails apse bhi bade hi or main ghar ka sara kaam karti hu. Nail lagane ke baad dono bhabhio ne milkar mere hand or legs pe mehndi laga di or boli ab isse sukhne do or tum aram se baitho.

Kareeb 3 hrs baad bhabhi boli ab apni mehndi do lo or agar apko chai banana ati hi toh please bana lo kyuki hamare hands mein bhi mehndi lagi hi. Main jaldi se mehndi nikal kar chai banakar or tray mein 3 cup lekar aa aya. Bhabhi boli are wah jiju apki mehndi toh bahut red ho gyi hai. Sayad maine chai banane ki wajah se notice hi nahi kiya ki mere hand kitne sundar lag rahe h. thodi der main bhabhi ne bhi apni mehndi saaf kar di or dinner banane lagi.dinner karne ke baad, bhabhi boli, jiju thoda yaha baithna or apne hand samne karna. Fir mere hand or pair ke nails pe red nail polish laga di jisse woh or bhi sundar lagane lage. Thodi der baad hum so gaye apne apne room mai ja kar. 

Next day mai late tak soya lekin bhabhi jaldi uth gayi thi or ready ho gayi thi. Mujhe unhone uthaya or bola sabse phele naha lo tab tak hum apke kapde nikalte hi. Jaise hi main naha kar aya main dekha bed pe red color ki bra or panty rakhi hi, itni main bhabhi aa gayi or mujhe panty dekar boli jaldi se ye pehn lo. maine chup chap woh pehn liya, uske bad bhabhi ne mujhe bra pehnai or bra ke cup main do ballon dal diye jisme water tha. Maine pucha ye fute toh nahi jayege, toh punam boli ye aise material se bane hi jo kabhi nhi fotege, kitna bhi pressure dal lo. Ballon ki wajah se meri bra full gayi thi fir bhabhi ne mujhe red kurta pehnaiya jo thoda tight tha. Maine bhabhi ki bola ye toh tight hi, bhabhi haste huye boli abhi thodi der main thik feel hone lagega. Fir mujhe ek skin tight salwar di pehne ke liye jo meri skin se ek dum chipk gayi thi. Bhabhi ne salwar ka nada zor se badha or mujhe bataya kaise kholna hi or kaise fir se badhna hi. Maine mujhe stool pe baithaya gaya or mere head pe ek medium length wig laga di or bad mera hair style bana diya. Bhahbi ne ek box se long earring nikale or mere ear mein pehna diya. Kyuki woh clip karne wale earring the or bina piercing ke bhi aram se fit ho gaye. fir thoda makeup kiya or sath hi red lipstick bhi laga di jisse mein face ab ek dum badal gya. Apne bangle box se bhabhi ne golden color ki bangles nikale or 9-9 mere hand main dal diye or sath mein ring bhi pehna di. Ab mein ek dum ladki lagne laga tha. Last mein bhabhi ne mujhe ek matching duppta diya or boli ab tum puja ke liye ready ho gayi ho Neelam. Maine pucha kon neelam toh bhabhi boli tum kyuki ab hum tumhe jiju nahi bulayege balki Neelam bulayege. 

Fir bhahbi boli ab chalo or hamari thodi help karwa do kitchen mein. Thodi der main door bell baji bhabhi ne door open kiya toh samne payal or uske mummy daddy the. Jo sunday ko anewale the but jaldi aa gaye. Bhabhi mujhe bataaya ki payal or mummy daddy aa gaye hai. Mai bahut dar kya ki main ish roop main kaise face karoga unlogo ko. Tabhi bhabhi ne mujhe chai ki tray di or boli jao chai de kar aao sabko, maine kaha main jao. Bhabhi boli tum ab auart ho toh thode auarto ke kaam karo. Main vdhire-2 chai le kar drawing mein pahucha jaha or chai table pe rakh di, mere piche-2 bhabhi bhi aa gayi or payal ko dekhkar boli, ye rahi tumhari biwi, mera matlab pati. Payal mujhe ek auart ke roop main dekhkar bahut khush ho gayi. Woh khadi ho gayi or mujhe charo taraf se dekhkar boli zara kitchen mein aao kuch baat karna hai. Main apna dupptta sambhale huye kichten main gaya. Payal mere movement ko notice kar rahi thi ki main apna duptta ke liye kitne worry hu. Usne mere chest pe hath rakha or boli bhabhi ne tumhari boobs toh bahut ache banaye hi chalo acha ab tum ish ghar ki bahu ban gaye ho toh bhabhi ke sath kitchen main help karo or itna bol kar woh bahar chali gayi. Thodi der mein bhabhi ne bataya ki teej puja karne chalo or sab ne milkar sath main puja ki. Fir maine bhabhi ke sath milkar sabko kha na serve kiya or Aurto ki tarah baad main khana khaya. Last main Payal boli ab apne ghar chale madam. Main bola mujhe change to karne do, payal ne jawab diya uski koi zarurat nahi waise bhi night ho gayi h toh tumhe koi nahi dekhne wala. Bhabhi ne mujhe apni ek simple sir chappal di or hum ghar wapas aa gaye.... Ish tarah start huya mera crossdressing ka safar...

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