My Passion

 Waise toh mujhe bachpan se hi crossdressing ka shuk tha lekin aab lag raha  hi jaise ki maine khud ki life barbad kar di.... 

Mera naam Shayam hi Or main delhi mein apni wife priya ke sath rehta hu. Maine engineering ki study ki hai or main Meta (facebook) main job karta hu. 

Wahi meri wife wipro mein job karti hi. Agar main apne family background ke bare mein batao toh main UP ke small town se hu. Jaha mere papa MLA the kabhi. Pure city mein unki bahut goodwill hi. 

Mera ek bada bhai bhi hi jo papa ke sath hi apni wife ke sath rehta hi. Meri maa nahi hi i mean unki death ho gayi hai. 

Priya ki family bhi delhi mein hi rehti hi. Uski family mein mummy daddy ke alava, 2 bhai hai bade bhai ki shadi ho gayi hi or ek 5 yrs ka baby girl bhi hi. Sab mujhe bahut pyar karte hi. 

Phele hum ek hi society mein rehte the phir priya ka office noida shift ho gaya toh hum bhi delhi ka ghar sale karke noida mein flat le liya. Mera office toh phele se hi noida mein tha. Waise main agar priya ki baat karo toh woh thodi dominating nature ki hai lekin main ushe dominate nahi karne deta hu or uski marzi ke bina bhi uske sath sex karta hu jo usse bilkul pasand nahi hi. Priya ghar ka sara kasam bhi karti hi or office bhi jati hi. Woh bahut bar bol chuki thi ki ek maid rakh lete hi ghar ke kaam ke liye but maine mana kar diya or bola ye ghar ke aurat ka kaam hi toh tum karo. Waise main usko hamesha ghar ke under saree mein dekhna pasand karta tha. Jab woh office jati thi toh salwar suit pehneti thi but main jeans allow nahi karta tha usko pehnna. 

Sab kuch acha chal raha tha lekin corona ki wajah se office mein employees ko nikala ja raha tha or unfortunately mujhe se 3 months ki salary de kar nikal diya. Main bahut tension main tha kyuki mujhe ye samjh nahi aa raha tha ki main kya karo. Main ghar mein bahut tension mein baitha tha tabhi Priya office se ghar aa gayi. Roz ki tarah woh tea bana kar layi lekin mera face dekh kar boli kya hua apko aaj bahut tension lag rahe ho. Maine bataya ki mujhe office se nikal diya. Meri baat sunkar Priya ne mujhe consol kiya or boli koi baat nahi abhi mera job hi. Aap tension na le apko jaldi hi koi job mil jayega. Mujhe laga sayad Priya thik bol rahi hi. Main bola sab problem hamare sath hi kyu hoti hi. Shadi ke 3 yrs baad bhi humein koi kid nahi hi. Doctor se checkup karaaya toh pata chala ki mere under sperm weak hi. Doctor ne IVF prescript kiya lekin usse bhi koi baat nahi bani. Or ab meri job bhi chali gayi. Maine papa ko bhi bataya woh bole koi baat nahi paise ko zarurat hi toh main send kar deta hu, lekin maine mana kar diya. 

Aaj mujhe bina job ke 6 months ho gaye. Maine bahut try kiya lekin kahi package less hi toh kahi location different hi. Ab main pura din ghar pe hi rehta hu or job hunting karta hu. Papa bhi ek bar hum se milne aye or consol kiya mujhe. 

Tabhi ek din Priya office se ghar ayi or boli ki uska promotion ho gaya or usse manager bana diya gaya hi. Maine usko congrats bola or kaha jao chai bana lo. Woh tea lekar ayi or boli ki mujhe tumse kuch baat karna hi. Maine kaha ha bolo. Woh boli dekho, aab main ghar ka pura kaam akele nahi kar sakti hu, apko meri help karni padegi kyuki ab hum maid afford nahi kar sakte hi. Main bola dekho kuch time wait kar lo meri job lag jayegi toh phir hum maid hire kar lege. Priya boli mere pass time nahi hi or next month se mere working hours increase ho jayege with new responsibilities. 

Maine pucha ki tum kya chahti ho toh bolo, wohboli main chahti hu ki tum ghar ki cleaning or cooking ki responsibility le lo. Main bola dekho tum pagal ho gayi ho kya, main mard hu ghar ka kaam karte huye acha lagta hu kya. Sorry main nahi kar sakta hu ye sab kyuki mujhe ata nahi. Priya boli woh main sab sikha dogi.Maine kaha no means no. Uske baad hum sone chale gaye. 

2 din tak hamare beech baat nahi hui. Phir maine hi Priya se kaha dekho tum jo bol rahi ho woh nahi ho sakta hi. Mujhe sabhi log yaha bhi jante hi agar unko pata chal gaya ki main ghar mein ghar ke kaam kar raha hu toh woh log lya sochege. Meri kya izzat reh jayegi sabke samne.