Mother (English)

My mother death anniversary just pasted few days back. My mother has been died 35 yrs ago. You guys must be thinking, how old I am. I am 36 yrs old. I was 10 months old when my mom died. Many relatives had convinced my father to get marry again but he denied.

Let me introduced myself, I am Pawan and i stay in Delhi with my beautiful wife Alka. It has been 5 yrs since we married and could be believe that we got married 5 yrs ago. My in law belongs to Amritsar but they settled in Delhi. Alka has one brother who is also married and has a daughter. 

At the beginning, my father was against our marriage but later he understand our love and accepted us. My father live in Bhopal and own a house there. Alka works in govt bank and i work in TCS. I believe in God and specially in Lord Krishna. I used to go Iskon temple which is just near to my home. Actually I and alka rented a home in same apartment where my in laws stays.  

Everything was going well except one thing, after 5yrs of marriage, we did not have any kid. Even though i believe alot iin God but there was no result. We have consulted many doctors but no result. My inlaws was also worry about his grand children and eagerly waiting. 

One day we were fighting and in aggression, I said, I want divorced from you alka. You also don't have kid and i want kid. After Listening my words, she said, where will i go. Please try to understand my situation. Next day, she went to her mother home and stay some time there and came back. I said sorry to her and ask let's go to Mathura Vrandavan once to visit krishna temple there. God will definately help us. She said, okay, we will go on sunday.

On Sunday, I drive my car and we came to Mathura. When we were exiting from temple, one saint said, your wish will not fullfill until you will do it properly. I thought he might be doing this for money, so i asked Alka lets go. But Alka said, listen to him. That saint said, if you really want to know more follow me then. I didn't want to go but Alka forced me to follow the saint.

We entered in the house which is belong to that saint. He asked us to sit down and said. what you want to know. I told him, tell me what you know about us. He said, Beta, I know everything about you and your wife. You wanted a child from God that's why you came. But there is a problem and without solving the problem, you will get nothing. Alka ask, please provide the solution to us Baba.

He said, I know you strongly believe in Lord Krishna but you have to prove your love to Lord. I asked how can i do that. Saint said, be a female pupil and you will get everything. You have to devote yourself as female devotee then you wish will be full. I said, I am man and how can i be a female devotee to my Lord. I can't do that. Saint said if you will not follow the correct way then you will not find the god.

I shouted on Saint and said, Alka lets go from here. This man is mad and do not know anything. Saint said, you can call me mad, but you spent alot money on doctors and medicine without any result. Now let me informed you what you need to do, You have to become a female and live and behave like one then worship to god for a year and you will your wish. You have to devote your mind and soul when you become a women.

I picked up Alka and said, fuckup and run from there.......