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 Mujhe 9 months ho gaye hi estrogen pills lete huye. Meri body mein kafi changes aye lekin woh abhi toh visible nahi hi kyuki main masculine image maintain karta hu.

Mera naam Roshan kumar hi or main delhi mein apni wife Poonam ke sath rehta hu. Hamari love marriage hui thi kyuki mere papa hamari shadi ko ready nahi thi. Main ek IT compan mein job karta hu. Poonam ek BPO mein kaam karti hi. Poonam ki family bahut supportive hi or shadi ke baad hum Poonam ke mummy daddy ke ghar ke pass hi shift ho gaye. 

Abhi shadi ko bahut time ho gaya tha toh humein ab baby plan kiya lekin mere sperm count low hone ki wajah se doctor ne humein IVF ke liye bola. Poonam ready ho gayi lekin mere liye ye sab agree karna easy nhi tha kyuki mere ghar mein kisi or ka babay kaise paida ho sakta hi. Humein thoda time liya. Isi beech mujhe crossdressing ka bhoot chada. kuch dino tak toh main stories read karta tha lekin uske baad mein khud ko female ki tarah banana chahta tha. toh maine online search karke female hormone tablet lena start kiya. Ye sab main khud se kar raha tha. Kabhi labhi main Poonam ki bra bhi try karta tha. Lekin woh mujhe fit nahi aati thi. Agar main apni wife ke bare mein batao toh woh bahut hot thi or koi bhi usse shadi karne ko ready ho jata. Woh mordern dresss ke sath saree bhi pehnti thi. Hamare beech mein sex bhi thik hi tha. Clearly bolu toh main usko kabhi satisfied nahi kar paya lekin usne kuch nahi kaha kyuki woh mujh se pyar karti thi. 

9 month complete ho gaye the mujhe hormone lete huye lekin jayeda kuch changes nahi aye the. Bas meri chest mein thoda ubhar aya tha. Ek din poonam boli toh kya humein IVF karwa lena chahiye or main ready ho gay or  hamare ghar ek ladka paida hua. Sab bahut happy the yaha tak ke mere papa bhi happy the or woh humein ghar bula rahe the. Lekin Poonam ke independent bahvior ki wajah se woh mere papa ke ghar jana nahi chahti thi. Sab Kuch ache se chal raha tha, Tabhi ek din mujhe office mein inform kiya gaya ki due to recession, hamari puri team ko kuch time ke liye non paid leave pe bhej rahe. Company humein kcuh time ke liye nikal rahi thi.

Maine ghar aa kar ye baad Poonam ko batai, Woh boli ab kaise hoga sab kuch. Main bola jaldi hi main koi new job search kar loga. Time nikal raha tha or lockdown ke baad job milna easy nahi tha. Ab toh Poonam bhi mujhe taunt marne lagi thi. Ek din maine usse kaha mujhe kuch paise dedo beer lekar ana hi. Usne mana kar diya or boli agar beer peena hi toh khud kamao or khud piyo. Same day hi woh apne liye ek dress lekar ayi or mujhe dikhane lagi. Woh dress kafi short thi above the knee. Maine kaha, jab morning mein maine paise ki liya bola tha toh tumne mana kar diya or ab dress lene ke liye paise hi tumhare liye. Woh boli office ke ek friend ne gift ki hi. Main bola thik hi lekin tum isko pehnna nahi kyuki ye bahut choti hi or tumhara leg visible hoge ismein. Poonam boli lekin mujhe toh pehnna hi 2 din baad meri friend ki birthday party hai. Main bola No means no. Poonam ne gusse mein woh dress fek diya. 

Paiso ki kami ki wajah se mujhe bahut problem hone laga tha. Poonam mujhe kharch ke liye bilkul paise nahi deti thi or mujhe job bhi nahi mil rahi thi. Paiso ki kami ki wajah se , maine hormone lena band kar diya tha, lekin meri body abhi tak bahut damage ho gayi thi. Jaise meri thode breast aa gaye the. But abhi mera focus job pe tha.  Wahi dusri taraf mere papa bhi humse milna chahte hi or main jab bhi Poonam ko bolta hu milne ke liye toh woh mana kar deti thi.

Isi beech humein ek shadi mein Ambala jana tha kyuki shadi Poonam ke cousin bhi ki thi toh jana bahut zaruri tha. Kyuki mera interview schedule tha toh maine jane se mana kar diya, ye bolkar tum dono ko pickup karne aa jaoga Ambala se. Main shadi ke 4 days baad Poonam ko wapas lene ke liye gaya tab tak sabhi relative chale gaye the. Poonam boli mera ek childhood friend hi jo canada se aya hua hai toh chalo usse milne chalte hi. Main bola thik hi. Hum Poonam ke friend ke ghar pahuche  toh ghar mein uski mummy or woh dono the. Poonam ke friend ka naam Jasprit singh hi. Humein refreshment liya but sayad jasprit kuch paresan lag raha tha toh Poonam ne usse reason pucha. Woh bola are yar mera Canada ka PR ho gaya bas mujhe ek depend apne sath dikhana hi. Maine badi muskil se paise dekar ek aurat ko ready kiya tha contract shadi ke liye. Lekin woh paise lekar chali gayi pata nahi kaha. Ab mujhe samjh nahi aa raha hi main kya karo. Mere pass 6 months hai. 

Jasprit bola Poonam se agar teri nazar mein koi ladki hi jo contract marriage karke mere sath 3 month rahe, uske baad main usko divorce dedoga. Lekin hona genuine chahiye. Jasprit bola main usko 1L per month doga. Poonam ne meri tarf dekha or boli kaise bhi ladki chalegi kya. Woh bola kuch bhi, bas uske pass india ka voter and adhar card hona chhaiye for marriage. Poonam boli mujhe thoda time de main batati hu or hum waha se noida wapas aa gaye. Mere papa ka bhi call aa raha tha or woh hum se milna chhate the lekin Poonam ready nahi thi. 

2 din baad, maine poonam se paise mage kyuki mujhe credit card ka bill karna tha. Woh boli dekho abhi mere pass paise nahi hi lekin ek idea hi jisse tumhe paise mil sakte hi. Maine pucha kya toh woh boli tum ladki bankar jasprit se shadi karlo Or tumhe har month paise mil jayege. Main bola pagal ho gayi ho kya. Phele toh main ek male hu or dusra tumhara husband. Poonam boli aisa kon sa kaam kiya hi tumne husband wala. Tumhare pass toh paise bhi nahi hi mere ivf ke treatment ke liye. Dekho cool mind se socho, paise mil jayege tumhe. Main bola chalo agar tumhari baat maan bhi leta hu lekin main ladki ki tarah lagta nahi hu. Toh kya jasprit ready hoga shadi karne ke liye. Poonam boli woh mujh pe chor do. Main kuch bol pata usse phele ho poonam boli kal chalo, main hamara join bank account open karwa logi jismein paise deposit kar dega jasprit monthwise. Waki jo bhi expense hoga woh main nikal logi. Main bola thik hi. 

Next day humne bank mein jakar join account open kar liya. Main happy tha kyuki abhi paise anewale the mere pass or ATM card Maine apne pass rakh liya tha. Poonam boli maine tumhara enrollment ek beauty school mein karaaya waha tumhe ek month mein sab kuch sikha dege. 

Next day ek car mere ghar ayi or mujhe apne sath le gayi. Mere jane ke phele poonam ne kuch paper sign kiye or mujhe kaha ki ab hi 2 month bad milege. Uske bad meri eyes pe ek kapda tie kiya or mujhe kahi le gaye. Kafi der baad car se bahar nikal kar humein ek ghar mein le gaye or jab meri ankh open ki toh samne 3 female khadi thi. Woh mujhe dekhkar boli welcome Tanuj. Maine pucha aap kon ho toh woh boli hum tumare liye madam hi usse jayeda kuch nahi. Hum jo bole wahi karna warna tumhare sath kya hoga tum soch bhi nahi sakte ho. Maine socha ye kaise school hi jaha mujhe dara rahe hi. Phir ek ladki ayi or mera hath pakad kar apne sath ek room mein le gayi or mujhe kapde nikalne ko kaha. Main bola aap bahar jao mujhe saram aa rahi. Woh boli sharmane ki koi zarurat nahi, mere pass bhi wahi hi jo tumhare pass hi. Phir usne apni saree opar ko thodi toh panty mein uska penis dikh raha tha. Main sochne laga itni sundar ladki ek ek ladka hi. Maine waki cheezo se dhayan hataya or apne kapde nikal diye. Usne mere kapde liye or ek Cupboard se saree or waki saman nikal kar mere pant shirt usmein rakh kar lock kar diya. Phir boli ab tumhe iski koi zarurat nahi hi. 

Mujhe bathroom mein bath lene ko kaha. Maine waise hi kiya or jaldi se shower lekar aya room mein dekha 2 ladki mera wait kar rahi thi. Mujhe bina towel ke bed pe baithne ko kaha or meri body ki waxing karna start ki. Almost 1 hrs ke baad, meri body hairless thi. Phir mujhe ek cream de puri body pe lagne ke liye. Phir ek ladka aya or usne ek cream se phele meri shave ki phir same cream use karke mere head ke hair bhi remove kar diye. Ab meri body pe eyebrow ke alava kahi or hair nahi thi. Phir mujhe bed pe chest upar karke letne ko bola or thodi der mein, meri chest pe breast chipka diye. Same mere hip ke sath bhi kiya. Uske baad mujhe panty or bra pehnai gayi. Uske bad petticoat, blouse or phir saree pehnai gayi. Mujhe ye bhi bataya ja raha tha ki khud se ye sab kaise pehnna hi. Uske bad mera thoda makeup kiya. Sath hi mere ear bhi ched diye or earrings pehna di. Hand mein artificial nail chipka kar, unko paint kar diya. Light lipstick or kajal lagaya gya. Uske baad mere head pe glue ki help se ek wig chipka di. Ab main puri tarah se ladki lag raha tha. Phir mujhe 2 inch ki heel di or unko pehan kar bahar jane ko bola. Kyuki sab kuch meri consent se ho raha tha toh mujhe koi problem nahi thi. 

Jab main bahar aya toh waha pe ek ladki thi woh boli dekho tanvi aaj se tumhe aise hi khud se ready ho kar rehna hi or ghar ka kaam karna hi. Waise kaisa lag raha hi ladki bankar. Main bola waki toh sab thik hi bas ye wig thodi problem de rahi hi. Woh boli koi baat nahi adat ho jaye gi. Ek baat yaad rakhna ye wig, breast, hip pad etc kuch bhi nikalne ki koshish mat karna kyuki ye solid glue se chipke hi. Maine ha mein head hillaya. 

Usdin ke baad main roz saree pehnkar pure ghar ka kaam karta or khana banta hu. Ghar ke ek cheez strange thi na koi clock thi or na koi window toh pata nahi chalta tha ki kon din or time hi. Almost mujhe ab ek month se jayeda ho gaya tha or main khud se sab kuch karta hu ab. Ek din mujhe madam ne bulaya or boli tumhari kuch photo click karna hi tum ready ho. Main bola yes. Usne answer kiya, ruko aaj tumhari nose piercing karna hi. Main bahut dar gaya. Mujhe dekhat woh boli kuch nahi hoga. Do logo ne mere hand pakde or ek ladki ne gun ki help se meri nose mein ched kiya or nose pin pehna di. Uske baad meri kuch photo click hui. Kuch paper pe mere sign liye gaye or finger print. Maine pucha nahi kyuki Poonam ne mana kiya tha. Phir woh madam boli kal tumhe apne ghar wapas jana hi. Ye baat sunkar main bahut happy tha lekin tension ye thi ki jab Poonam mujhe aise dekhegi toh kya bolegi. 

Next day poonam mujhe lene ayi. Usne jeans or top pehna tha or Maine saree. Hum rental cab mein ghar wapas aa gaye. Pure raste humein ek dusre se baat nahi ki. Jaise hi ghar pahuche poonam ne mujhe gale laga liya or boli tum bahut sundar lag rahi ho tanvi. Main bola sab tumne hi kiya hi. Poonam boli 2 din baad jasprit tumse milne aa raha hi. Main bola thik hi. Aaj Maine khud kha na banaya or mere hand ka dinner karke poonam bhi happy ho gayi. Jaise hi main hamare bedroom mein sone ke liye jane lagi, poonam ne mujhe roka or boli kaha ja rahi ho. Main bola sone ke liye. Poonam boli tum please dusre room mein so jao. Maine waise hi kiya. 

Jis din jasprit mujhe milne aya, tab Maine ek tranprent sareen sleevless blouse phena tha. Door well baji or jasprit under aa gaya. Poonam ne mujhe awaz di or main chai ki tray le kar bahar aa gayi or poonam ke sath baith gayi. Poonam jasprit ko dekhkar boli ye le dekh le tanvi ko. Jasprit bola Jiju, I mean tanvi tum toh ladki ki tarah lag rahi ho. Jasprit bola mein ready hu or poonam ko 2L ka cheque diya or bola. 2 din baad mein lawyers ke sath aao ga or waki formality kar doga. 

Cheque dekhkar mujhe bahut acha laga or main bahut happy tha. Poonam ne woh cheque bank mein deposit karwa diya. 2 din baad, jasprit ek lawyer ke sath Aya. Usne mujhe kuch paper sign karwaye jo contract tha 3 month ka or sath mein marriage form pe sign karwaye or bola mandir mein shadi mein register karwa doga. Bas aap loga kal mandir mein ek bar shadi karwa karke photo click kar lena or mujhe send kar dena. 

3 din baad, jasprit ne ek mandir mein shadi ka program rakha. Mujhe poonam ne apni shadi ka lehga diya pehnne ke liye. Parlorwali mujhe ready karke chali gayi or main room mein akeli baithi thi. Tabhi Poonam ayi or boli tum bahut sundar lag rahi ho. Phir Boli main tumhare liye kuch gift ayi or mujhe apne kuch jewellery dikhai. Jismein sabse phele mujhe gold ke bangles pehnaye gaye, phir mere pairo mein heavy payal or last mein meri nose mein ek badi nose ring pehna di. Main bola ye nose ring toh bahut heavy. Poonam hasne lagi or boli thodi der mein adat ho jayegi. Phir mere se puch tumhe pata hi nose ring ka matlab kya hota hi. Main bola nahi pata, poonam boli iska matlab hi abse tumhari life tumhare husband ke hisab se chalegi. Wahi payal ka matlab hota hi pati ke ghar mein band rehna or bina permission ke bahar nahi jana. Jab Poonam mujhe bol rahi thi toh maine notice kiya poonam ne nahi nose ring pehni hi or na payal. Phir poonam mujhe lekar mandir ke under gayi. Mera face cover tha lekin jaise hi maine apna head up koy toh dekha mere papa khade hi. Main chup raha or shadi puri hone di. Shadi ke baad, mujhe jasprit ke sath uske ghar jana tha jaise contract mein mention tha. Lekin mujhe ek bar Poonam se baat karna thi. Toh maine poonam ko bulaya or pucha papa yaha kya kar rahe hi. Poonam boli woh suddenly aa gaye lekin don't worry unko kuch nahi pata. Maine unko bol diya tum out of india gaye ho kam ke liye. Ab tum apne ghar jao bhabhi. Maine pucha tum mujhe bhabhi kyu bol rahi hu. Woh boli toh dost ki wife ko kya bolte hi. Phir woh apne ghar chali gayi or main jasprit ke ghar aa gayi. 

Jaise ki contract mein mention tha, jasprit every month paise poonam ko online transfer kar deta tha. Mujhe bhi ab apni purani life wapas chahiye thi kyuki main aurto ki tarah rehte hu or saree pehnkar thak gaya tha. Jasprit ki maa mujhe jeans nahi pehnne dete thi. 

Dhire dhire time pass ho gaya. Ek din jasprit ne bataya ki unko 2din baad delhi jana hi Canada embassy mein. Main boli thik hi. Maine socha ishi bahane Poonam se bhi mil logi. Bahut time se meri baat nahi hui thi usse. Hum delhi gaye or ache se PR ka kaam ho gaya. Maine jasprit se pucha kya hum Poonam ke ghar chale. Woh bola thik hi. Hum jaise hi Poonam ke door pe pahuche, main boli main door well press karke Poonam ko surprise karogi. Jaise hi main doorwell press ki or door open kiya toh Poonam nahi main shock mein tha. Mere samne poonam shorts and T-shirt mein khadi thi. Usne humein under bulaya. Main dusre sofe pe baithne lagi, tabhi poonam boli bhabhi apne husband ke sath baitho. Hamari bahut sari baatein hui or hum wapas ghar aa gaye. 

Mera contract finish ho gaya, jasprit ko PR mil gaya or woh mujhe Poonam ke pass chor kar chala. Main jaise hi ghar pahucha waise hi apne kapde search karne laga. Poonam ne puch kya kar rahi ho bhabhi. Main bola ye bhabhi wala drama band karo or batao mere clothes kaha hi. Woh boli kon se clothes. Meri jeans and shirts. Poonam hasne lagi or boli tumari MIL tumhe jeans pehnne degi kya. Main bola poonam please bahut hua, mujhe mere kapde or paise do jo maine earn kiye hi. Poonam boli mere pass kuch nahi hi. Maine socha, mere pass debit card hi toh main withdraw kar leta hu ATM se. Jaise hi main building ke nichewale ATM mein paise withdraw karne laga, ATM ne bataya mera card block hi or bank se connect karna hi. Main wapas aya or Poonam se gusse mein bola tumne mera card block kyu karaaya. Woh boli maine nahi karwaya, bank ne khud kiya kyuki tu me 6 months se koi transaction nhi kiya. 

Main samjh gaya ki mujhe apni id lekar jana hoga bank mein. Jab maine cupboard se apne documents nikalne gaya toh woh bhi waha nahi the. Jab maine poonam se pucha toh woh boli Sare documents chori ho gaye. Main bola thik hi main new copy nikalwa loga or bank se paise le loga. Poonam ne thoda smile kiya or boli agar tum chaho bhi toh paise withdraw nahi kar sakti ho. Maine pucha kyu toh poonam ne mere hand mein ek envelope diya or open karke ko kaha. Jab maine woh open kiya toh usmein mera adhar, voter and pan card tha. Lekin usmein mera naam tanuj nahi Tanvi singh tha or husband ka naam jasprit singh. Maine poonam se pucha ye kya hi toh woh boli ab tum tanuj nahi tanvi ho or bank account mere or Tanuj ke naam se hi. Toh tum chahkar bhi paise nahi nikal paogi. Main bola toh ab main kya karo ga, poonam boli karoga nahi karogi bolo. Dekho tumhara pati toh foreign gaya hi or agar tumhe mere sath rehna hi toh reh sakti ho lekin ek naukrani ki tarah. Ab jao or apni new lfe enjoy karo.... 

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